Halflives - The Sickness

Can you imagine how it feels
To be lost, to disappear?
Night by night, demons fight
In my bed and in my mind

Was it hard to fall asleep
Or it comes so easily?
I know one day you'll be awake
Feeling your heart full of stains

I know it's time to make a change
'Cause I can't bear the price I’m paying
My clarity slowly decays
I’m going insane

Don't you know
I’ve lost my mind, I’ve lost control
Don't you know
This is the sickness in my soul
Can you tell me why, tell me why I’m breathing?
But my heart, yes my heart stopped beating
Don't you know this is my cry, this is my fall

You were home oh, you were here
When you said there's nothing to fear
Now I’m stuck with the thought
There's no place where I belong

Do you feel the hurt I’m feeling?
Do you share the grudge I’m feeding?
I know one day you'll feel the ache
It will tear your heart away

Don't you know
I’ve lost my mind, I’ve lost control
Don't you know
This is the sickness in my soul
Can you tell me why, tell me why I’m breathing?
But my heart, yes my heart stopped beating
Don't you know this is my cry, this is my fall

This is the cry, this is the fall
This is the sickness in my soul

This is the time for me to let this go
This is the sickness in, it's the sickness in my soul

Don't you know
I’ve lost my mind, I’ve lost control
Don't you know
This is the sickness in my soul
Can you tell me why, tell me why I’m breathing?
But my heart, yes my heart stopped beating
Don't you know this is my cry, this is my fall

This is the cry, this is the fall
This is the sickness in, it’s the sickness in my soul